i know i sound crazy
i can not help myself
the smell of your hair
the touch of your skin
the sight of your flesh
the delight of your gaze
they will not
i shall not let them
leave my mind
time stood still for those few hours
my life companion just inches from me
and my desire wrapped in my embrace
confusion and delusion
clouding my mind
i was good
i was so good
i did only what i should
and no more
i took no advantage
and i savored every tiny detail
it may never be that way again
i may never hold yours in my arms again
but those few hours
that one time
means so much
i was there
you were there
physically we could be no closer
i am a mad man
i am completely insane
you needed taken care of
and all i could think of
was how wonderful it felt to hold yours
you were so interesting
the state you were in
you still understood
your hands roamed
in ways that were graceful
and oh so delicate
nothing more than one friend holding another
but the connection i felt
i am sure was just one sided
that means little to me
the fact that you did not pull away
the fact that you became more comfortable as time went on
the fact that i still made your smile
even though your mind was no where to be found
it meant so much to me
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